i've never felt like this for so long. i knew things are happening. but i just dont expect u to be lying. things would be okay now if u weren't keeping anything from me. i am mature enough to think if i've seen it. but you just have to think that i'll be mad and all. that's not the whole point, i am not giving up on these relationship so easily. i've faced so many shits with you before and these are nothing. i trusted you. but you just have to make everything so hard. i am in love with you no matter what shit we've been through. i just cant imagine my life without you. to think that i'm rude to you, i am sorry. i never meant to be. i had fun today with you though. i had de nicest dinner after so many long days without you. you know u're great. take care out there. i just think that you wouldn't be home soon. i am worried bout you. iloeyou.always.